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First blog and i cant even think of anything to write, so
- wait my mother just pissed me off okay here we go.


Mothers, whats the REAL definition of it. the mothers on the sitcom and tv shows are these nurting, caring, spicy women who do what they have to do for thier childern. Single mothers, depicted in th media are often shown as hardworking, determined, and very involved... Etc.
WHY OH WHY, was iI not lucky ehough to be born with a mother like this. Why is it that this single mother of mine, has forced me unknowingly to be my own mother.. and to learn to be alone.?

I have a LOT of bad qualities but my WORST one.. is my selfishness, and Lo and behold who posseses this characteristic most strongly, the BIG mama dukes. Not too ironic is it.? As a child i went through a really messy divorce and as a parent yu'd think that she'd be stronger.. and teach ME to be strong..of COURSE not just like me shes weak and doesnt know what to do under pressure. I wish i was stronger, and i wont blame myself because.... i really dont think its my fault. Its how a persons raised. Every flaw yu have, every descisions we make on who were with who were fucking , what emotional tantrums we go through, the sucky jobs we have, grades.. promiscuity all of this is on the mother.
Strippers and prostitues, all of this is NOT your fault. Your mother made yu work for your money on a pole, yes the dear old lady PUSHED yu into spreading em wide for 40 dollars a fuck. Not you, your mother. Mom, you shoould be ashamed. VERY ashamed.