meow....

Parents like to tell you, be careful who you have sex with.. and this and that--
and use protection..

and the most not important thing that stuck out to me was..
"a BOY will do and say anything to have sex with yu"

I always believed it, but figured that I would know when i was bieng used... and that I'd have an indication, but never thought it was really something to worry about.. untill...



Today I realized that i am probably one of the stupidest
-- NO the MOST stupid girl in the world to think a boy like that could ever really love me.
waas i not good enough..?

why give me one set of 8 letters...

you know.?
if it meant another set of 8 letters

is that how much i really didnt matter?



Personal message:
To go behind my back and laugh about me, when your supposed to care. i dont know the definition of love or to be IN love, but i damn well know that it was NOT that shit... The only thing you knew how to do was lie to me. To say you don't know how to treat people is an understatement.. REALLY.
I'm not for a second gonna sit here and play the victim...
cuz' at the end of the day it was pretty stupid for me to trust ANYONE..
i really did kind of ask for this shit, so im blaming myself..


but niggahs really WILL do A N Y T H I N G for some pussy.
even tell lies..

-- that's all i really WAS.
some pussy.
at least i know.


--trinuhhh