not existing is easy.

It's about 9:39 in th e mornng it has occured to me that not many people care about me..
that hurts like a bitch..

my birthday is tommorow and iI'm noticing that this has beeen a yet again UNHAPPY year. I'm not trying to sound ungrateful o r anything bu life is really sucking right now.
Ï've never been god enough for anything or anyone.. and realizing that doesn't make anything seem like its going to get get better .. it just makes me feel like a big pile of shit.
thats all.


i thought i was moving..
but im b not even smart enough for that to take place...
smh
i really hate lifee.