today.-- my wishlist.

today.well i don't lnow about today seeing as it's 1:00 in the morning.
but yesterday had its good points.

-i got to see the boy i love
-chilled with his fambam for a little.
-went by tiana and carlton

but as usual theres something-- missing.
and i dont know what. i feel that in every aspect of my life its.. messed up and it bothers me.

i kind of wish my boyfriends parents saw me for how i felt about HIM rather than judge me by my apperance. OR by what i don't have, OR what i can or cannot provide in the future.. ( that shouldn't even be the focus because its highschool. ) or how book smart i APPEAR.. i wish they saw my boyfriend as someone who could think for himself, rather than someone who's brainwashed. i wish that they treated him like he was seventeen and not seven. i wish they respected opinionated people, and saw it as intelleigence ...instead of preferring conformit.

i wish i didnt have to move away. i wish i didn't have drama in school. i wish that people who need a life would stop talking about me in others places except my face.
i wish that people who claimed to be my friends would stand up for me instead of staying quiet.


i wish i could read minds.


i wish that hypocritical people WOULD STOP calling other people hypocritical

i wish that immature people would stop calling other people immature.

i wish that i could be a fordmodel awihtoutshaving my head like amber rose.

and the list goes onn....

[ to be continued