well it's nice to meet you sir....

disclaimer;
"your not a judge but if your gonna judge me..." leave me a comment.
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location; long island..


It's that feeling in your stomach when you want it so bad..
-so you push and you push and p u s h and fight so hard with your eyes closed.... open them and see that your fighting yourself ... or fighting someone who isn't fighting with you. &&& you know that your fighting for something you want, but you know what you want isn't going to happen because it ISN'T meant to be.... The best part is when you realize it isn't anyone's fault. time inhabits change. Sometimes the change is good for personal growth.... and not growth for anything else.

What you try to keep fresh doesn't always stay that way....somethings no matter what you do just go away..and stay away. & no matter what after-affect thought you may have to reconcile most likely means nothing.. because it's GONE.

-- don't be mistaken
HAPPINESS isn't gone. Just that one possible cause of it is. You can't push anything that's trying to fall the opposite direction. It's a "circle I mean cycle.."
but nothing should ever be seen as a waste of time. any moment you've spent should be a moment you should cherish an experience to love... and a moment to remember.

personal ode. 14 days.
without gettinng to speccific
on what i lost before i even really gained it
i wish i knew what it looked like.
who it looked like.

conntentment eliiminates comparison [ abt nothing ]

** yawn- the past few days..
nothing goin on physically outside really.

--except or all these damn passa passa and compa parties...
everyone is going to be a shatta tommorow.


hadda write -- cuz it needs to be done but there really is nothin to say.
GUESS YOU TOOK A MINUTE OUT OF YOUR LIFE TO READ SOETHIN THAT WAS ABOUT NOTHIN.....

^^^that wasn't supposed to be in caps, but now i'm to lazy to fix it

In OTHER news.
i learned something new yesterday..
-- when yu make someone your life.. when you remove them .. there isnt much left.

--AHHh senor yearrrrrr. lets hope noonne is repeating it!
-- ahh senior prom.
- ahh sing.
- spring musical.


three cheers for moving on and up
hip hip -.-
"you'll never see a rainbow without the rain".



[ imported.]

DAMN, she goes IN. stage one - rant.

so what did you think i would say...
no you can't run away..
no you can't run away..
you wouldnt!
...
we were finished long before,
we could even see the start why don;t you
STAND up ,
be a man about it..
FIGHT with you bare hands about it now..

i never wanted to say this...
you never wanted to stay.
Well did you?
i put my faith in you
SO much faith and then you.
just threw it away...


-- enough of paramore...


Last night was a night to always remember but try hardest to forget.
AH
but im sure it hurts you more than it hurts me.

-_-
sigh sigh
womp womp.

but the only words that comfort me when I think that I wasted alot.
is "never regret what you do for love"
and i wont.



&& no matter what a person says or does.. it just wont ever be enough...


personal note;;
no matter how far i go..
no matter how long it takes
noone or nothing can change
forever yours here i stand

hahaha. THE IRONY!

defining FACT.
the day ihave no emotion when yur name is mentioned weill be the happiest day of my life.

fact number 2
last blog.
ake your sigh of relief.


fact 3
owwww


-- trinuhhh.


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