well it's nice to meet you sir....

disclaimer;
"your not a judge but if your gonna judge me..." leave me a comment.
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location; long island..


It's that feeling in your stomach when you want it so bad..
-so you push and you push and p u s h and fight so hard with your eyes closed.... open them and see that your fighting yourself ... or fighting someone who isn't fighting with you. &&& you know that your fighting for something you want, but you know what you want isn't going to happen because it ISN'T meant to be.... The best part is when you realize it isn't anyone's fault. time inhabits change. Sometimes the change is good for personal growth.... and not growth for anything else.

What you try to keep fresh doesn't always stay that way....somethings no matter what you do just go away..and stay away. & no matter what after-affect thought you may have to reconcile most likely means nothing.. because it's GONE.

-- don't be mistaken
HAPPINESS isn't gone. Just that one possible cause of it is. You can't push anything that's trying to fall the opposite direction. It's a "circle I mean cycle.."
but nothing should ever be seen as a waste of time. any moment you've spent should be a moment you should cherish an experience to love... and a moment to remember.

personal ode. 14 days.
without gettinng to speccific
on what i lost before i even really gained it
i wish i knew what it looked like.
who it looked like.